Facing Reality

I'm winning money, but I'm VERY aware that I'm running good. Today I got it allin on the TURN with AA vs top two for a little over 150bb, and I did it without too much thought. That's obviously not a good thing as I realized, after I snapped, that I didn't even pay attention as I acted. I did catch up on the river to take it down, but it really drove the point through that I'm running above expectation. Don't get me wrong, there are definitely flashes of brilliance (and of course stretches of blank thought), but more homework has to be done before I'm confident enough for the $400s.

This is what I mean, this is for the month of January. As you can also see, I haven't put many hands in....